Pain a temporary thing
Depressing as it seems
Life still holds surprises
And our hopes still remains

That someday 
Me, my family will be on the glory
That I can help my father & mother
That I can accompany my brothers and sisters

Financial difficulty nowadays
Is seems to be abundant
You are tested upto the breaking point
Of how big is your storage of endurance

Yet despite of all frustrations
When we look to the suffering servant
We cant deny that he suffers and humiliated
More than enough

He is a gift for this advent
Hope we too be the gift for others
Sharing the life and blessings
So we stay on course 

Going home in the future
With Him. 

Posted by kadjo on December 19, 2018 at 10:41 PM | Add a Comment

"Work" early, sleep late
Message in FB, Browse FB
20 Task on list, Left untouch
Do some errands for 4 hours
Read some materials for etc and etc
Do some readings
Do codewars
Post on Tabulas
Read again

No output

No work

No answer for complaining wife

No happiness

To Nothingness..

Posted by kadjo on December 19, 2018 at 09:03 AM | Add a Comment

Todays Gospel is about offering and the sincerity of the offerer. Its saying about the widows who offers her whole wealth despite of hardship in life. Todays feast of saint is also about St. Peter of Alexandria, the bishop and martyr during Emperor Diocletian of Rome, who offered his life amids of Christian Persecution during 311 AD.

Offering my whole life to Him and my most treasure is the best I can do in carrying this cross. I'm praying for more grace as I pray, - give us this day our daily bread - to endure various test in life.

Of course all of us have our own crosses to bear.  I pray also for a grace and a gift of endurance to perservere whatever we are facing right now.

St. Peter of Alexandria - Pray for us.

Ark of Covenant - Pray for us.

Gloria Patri, et Filio, et Spiritui Sancto,Sicut erat in principio, et nunc, et semper, et in saecula saeculorum. Amen.

Currently listening to: electric fans noise
Currently reading: Holy Gospel of Jesus Christ according to Saint Luke 21,1-4.
Currently watching: control panel of tabulas
Currently feeling: cheerful
Posted by kadjo on November 26, 2018 at 07:00 AM | Add a Comment

I've just arrived from mass celebration. Today is the solemnity of Jesus Christ - King of the Universe, ending also the liturgical year of us Catholic Christian. With so many things that I need to attend at the moment, I cant really say that I have been faithful to recognize his reign over my life, my family and my marriage life. Maybe I cant attend to some things that I need to but I've been praying hard to have our life , my wife and my kids to be centered to him with all our trials and difficulties especially on financial. 

Financial really is the one that I have to face today.  At the moment, I have on my hands the following:

  • assignment to 2 of my prospect client
  • completion of the reports for cooperative
  • completion of joaos tasks
  • completion of scott requirements
  • completion of the ticketing db for demo schedule with client
  • completion of hendy

These are the things that i have to face. Really.

And with all this hardship , i believe its always best to hold on to his promise - "..I have come that you might have life, Life in all its fullness." John 10:10

All of us struggles and fights and carrying our crosses. I myself accept and must accept the crosses that I need to bear . With this in mind, i always remember what my cathechist have me memorized (i only memorized 3 verse though) :D

If any of you want to come with me, you must forget yourself, carry your cross, and follow me " - Matt 16:24

I think its best to end with the Holy Family Prayer.

JESUS, Son of God and Son of Mary, bless our family. Graciously inspire in us the unity, peace, and mutual love that you found in your own family in the little town of Nazareth.

MARY, Mother of Jesus and Our Mother, nourish our family with your faith and your love. Keep us close to your Son, Jesus, in all our sorrows and joys.

JOSEPH, Foster-father to Jesus, guardian and spouse of Mary, keep our family safe from harm. Help us in all times of discouragement or anxiety.

HOLY FAMILY OF NAZARETH, make our family one with you. Help us to be instruments of peace. Grant that love, strengthened by grace, may prove mightier than all the weaknesses and trials through which our families sometimes pass. May we always have God at the center of our hearts and homes until we are all one family, happy and at peace in our true home with you. Amen.

God bless everyone.


Currently listening to: Day is done - Jon Sarta
Currently reading: Solemnity of Jesus Christ, King of the Universe reflection
Currently watching: my 1024 x 768 screen resolution
Currently feeling: struggling and praying
Posted by kadjo on November 25, 2018 at 08:34 PM | Add a Comment

I was out of work for quite sometime after i quit on the job that i found a bit unproductive and unworthy of my time. I think the best way to describe a job quitting or job termination is not when the employer decided to fire you. Its on your on end or shall we say on my end. Its when the time you decide I wont give an output and you just browse some social media and other unwanted internet discussion that will take so much of your productive time.  Its when hating the boss is somehow a good option and  you deciding not to work on it and leave the job and continue procrastinating. This is simply a decision of firing yourself. 

In this online job , me as employee dont have a luxury of facing your employer and what you just simply hold is both of your trust and confidence that -  you deliver worthy and of value for him and he will in return give you a value of what you have done. I think the key is just the relationship that you are reciprocating whatever the values and good that you are sharing with. 

Freedom in online job is good but one must thread also cautiously. A fair sharing must be maintained so as not to be unfair that your employer is paying a proper amount and not for the guy who just simply browsing the social media and video games.

In the daily work, where sometimes you feel alone, certain traits an online job must posses in order to stay productive and enthusiastic. Most of the time you need be aware that you are not alone on this and the grace of God is  ever present. We just need to pray for endurance and more grace to move on.  

This is what I need I believe.  St. Augustine says, "Work as if everyone depended on you. Pray as if everything depended on Him. " 

God bless everyone.

Currently listening to: The Big Ocean by Ben Solee
Currently reading: Rerum Novarum by Pope Leo
Currently watching: my colored orange screen.
Posted by kadjo on November 24, 2018 at 09:31 PM | Add a Comment
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